We have been here in Kentucky for almost three months now. Things are going great. My husband is working full time and has had no urge to do stupid things like he was caught up in when we were in Michigan. We broke down and decided to send Jerica, my oldest, to public school. It has been a good decision so far. She likes it and is adjusting well. Her class is small compared to others she has been in and I think that helps a lot. We are going to try to send Makenna, my youngest, to Head Start at the same school as Jerica goes too. We will see how that goes.

I am in my 13th week of pregnancy number three. I have my first OB appointment on Tuesday. I am excited and anxious. Everything seems to be going well but there is always that little bit of wonderment. We are hoping for a boy but praying that is it just healthy and happy. My girls are excited and can't wait. I was pregnant when we left MI, just didn't know it! Seems we brought more than just a moving truck to KY!! lol I didn't find out I was preggers until I was in the ER feeling like my head and my stomach were going to blow up. Now I know why!! I was shocked when the nurse told me the news and my hubby was just as surprised. We had been wanting more children but didn't really think it would happen. God does work in mysterious ways. I think He knew that the situation in MI was not good for another child in our lives.

This move was the best thing we could have done. Nothing but positive and good things have been happening for us. I can't wait to see what else God has in store for us!!

Okay, so my husband has been home now for one month. Things were going along fine. At least I thought so. He pulled an all nighter on Friday. He didn't come home and didn't call. He says he went to the casino and then stayed the night at his moms house. He finally came home Saturday evening after helping install his parents new pool liner. He states that he didn't do any drugs but his behavior was very similar to when he was coming off of some drug. He didn't go to church with us on Sunday either and told me that he was done with "that f'ing church". The girls and I went anyway. Trying to not make it worse, I ignored him when we got home. But that back fired. Our church was having a movie night Sunday night and I really wanted to go. They were showing "Fireproof", which I have been wanting to see. It was in our church bulletin but my husband says that he didn't know about it and why didn't I ask him to go. My friends were meeting me there. Then he called my friend names and tried to say he was going to take the car and she would have to pick me up. Well, he didn't take the car and the girls and I went again to church anyway. 

Let me be a little kinder,
Let me be a little blinder
To the faults of those about me;
Let me praise a little more;
Let me be, when I am weary,
Just a little bit more cheery;
Let me serve a little better
Those that I am striving for.
Let me be a little braver
When temptation bids me waver,
Let me strive a little harder
To be all that I should be;
Let me be a little meeker
With the brother that is weaker;
Let me think more of my neighbor
And a little less of me.

 ~ Author Unknown ~